A story about curiosity, hesitation, and a return to my body.
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear—
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing—
just a space that seemed to breathe me.
My 1:1 Kamasutra Workshop - Less Pressure. More Presence.
"Less Pressure. More Presence."
My 1:1 Kamasutra Workshop with Ana – by Carolin
I hesitated for a long time before booking this workshop.
Kamasutra - in my mind - meant complicated positions, silent expectations, and bedroom gymnastics.
But something in me was curious.
Not out of a desire to perform better,
but from a longing to finally feel that intimacy can mean something different.
The Art of Warm Surrender - Ayurvedic Oil Ritual
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear -
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing -
just a space that seemed to breathe me.
my first yoni massage - a touch that listens
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear -
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing -
just a space that seemed to breathe me.
Nuru Massage - A Journey Through Skin and Soul
Nuru Massage - A Journey Through Skin and Soul
I had heard of Nuru before.
Whispers of silk-like skin. Of bodies gliding. Of oil, warm and infinite.
But nothing prepared me for the moment my skin met another—not as a surface, but as a sense.
Not as contact, but as a current.
That first moment -
when the warm gel touched my chest, my thighs, my belly—
I stopped thinking.
And started feeling.
Sensual Awakening - When Giving and Receiving Become One
Sensual Awakening - When Giving and Receiving Become One
A personal experience beyond role, pressure, and expectation
I thought I knew how touch worked.
One hand gives. One body receives.
One leads. The other follows.
But then came this moment -
a moment when I was both.
Held and holding.
Sensing and touching.
Open - without losing myself.
Connected - without dissolving.
Held in ropes - and finally free
Held in ropes – and finally free
A journey through Tantra massage & Shibari
It began with a knot.
Not on my skin - but somewhere deep within me.
A quiet longing. A silent pull between control and surrender.
I didn’t know where this journey would lead.
But I knew: something in me wanted to be held - not restrained, but truly felt.