
A story about curiosity, hesitation, and a return to my body.
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear—
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing—
just a space that seemed to breathe me.

My 1:1 Kamasutra Workshop - Less Pressure. More Presence.
"Less Pressure. More Presence."
My 1:1 Kamasutra Workshop with Ana – by Carolin
I hesitated for a long time before booking this workshop.
Kamasutra - in my mind - meant complicated positions, silent expectations, and bedroom gymnastics.
But something in me was curious.
Not out of a desire to perform better,
but from a longing to finally feel that intimacy can mean something different.

The Art of Warm Surrender - Ayurvedic Oil Ritual
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear -
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing -
just a space that seemed to breathe me.

my first yoni massage - a touch that listens
A Touch That Listens
I didn’t quite know what to expect.
Part of me was curious. Another part hesitant.
Not from fear -
but from the feeling of not fully knowing myself.
Ana was not what I imagined.
Quiet. Warm.
Presence instead of words.
No questions, no pushing -
just a space that seemed to breathe me.